That one Thing

That one thought that keeps me breathing, that one thing that lasts forever.
It is that one feeling that vanishes when I look towards the dark side.
It is a feeling of human desire, of wanting to obtain that one thing that gives me satisfaction.
I'm glad it doesn't last forever, because if it did, I would be totally insane.
It is that one voice that tells me: ''Stand up and live.''
Should I live for desire?
Should I live for constant progress?
Or should I just keep on breathing until that feeling pops out.
Well, I don't know, what I know is that I won't ever give up until I find that one thing that I desire.
It is that one thing that makes me explode in feelings, that one thing that hasn't being encountered.
What might that feeling be trying to tell me?
''Thats the way out boy, be one in a million'' or ''What the hell are you doing?.''
I bet that if I ever heard to those voices of spontaneity and contradiction, I wouldn't be myself.
It's difficult to define such a personality as mine because I dont even know how people see me.
I'm so into myself that I don't even care, some might think I'm constantly falling, but i know I'm growing each time more.
What might result after such a life?
A life of constant desire, of constant power of myself?
The voice I do trust is my own: ''Just act with your feelings because that is the way out.''